Ask HN: I can't think straight, my life is in limbo, and I want to end it now

I have absolutely no idea why I am still posting this right now. Maybe I am just less resilient than most people. Maybe I am sick mentally. Maybe I just don't belong. For the past 20 years, my life has been a joke. I live in B.C, Canada. A few years ago, I traveled 21 hours by plane to see what my father looked like. He didn't want me, didn't even call me his son. My 9 cousins and 3 aunts/uncles don't know I exist. My grandmother died without knowing I existed. My mother and I have moved 30 times, and I've been doing my best to help provide for our lives. I made the first big mistake of my life and gave up a full scholarship to law school because I wouldn't be able to provide for my mother. I dropped out of college after 1 year so she (being at such an old age) could have a decent standard of living, and see her happy for once in her life. Then the seco

Kind

startup

Status

Shut down

Inventor

goodbyeworld

Ended

2013

Source

hackernews